January 3, 2009

Love Letter

The hopes of my heart, came crashing down. Nobody to support me, nobody there for me. I just wanna let you know that i really-really love you, eventhough you dont realize it at all... Life is so unpredictable. Changes always come along, in big or small ways.

I don't know what happened that this sudden change has turned my world upside down. I don't know exactly what it is, it just hit me, but there is something really special about you. It might be all the things I see on the surface,the things that everyone notices and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart;these things set you apart from everyone else.

But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday.And it might also be the little things ... the way you walk and all your actions. I receive so much joy just being able to see a smile in your eyes. I f I ever figure out the magic that makes you so special, I'd probably find out that it's a combination of all these things. You are a rare combination of so many special things.

You are really amazing. Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside,where my highest hopes are kept alive,where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts.

There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run,it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander,they always take me to you. Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you.

I wish you would tell me to let go of you. I miss you more than you will ever know. I've loved you forever. I guess since you won't tell me to go, I'll continue on with the pain of not ever having you.Just tell me what you felt - that is all I need. I will always be here for you no matter what. It doesn't matter if you didn't and don't feel the same. I just need closure so I can sleep at night. If you miss me, find the brightest star I'll do the same for you.

I Love You.


  1. oh i wonder to whom this love letter for? :P

  2. a man are those are known as through internet and only have met before in Kl when you to there??am i right mandutt?